August 21st, 2012You look at me with those sad eyes from across the broken road I walk.Why?I thought I meant nothing to you.I just thought I was a person to you.You looked at me as if you missed me...Is this true? or are you mind fucking me?Please tell me.I miss you more then you'll ever know.Sadly though you won't walk up to me in this road and tell me what you feel.Will you?Please..just tell me this.Tell me do you still have feelings for me? Or have you just thrown me away like she wanted...You've hurt me and you can only tell what little pain I have in my eyes.When you look into them do you even look at the pain you caused?Do you see the passion I have for you?If it weren't for you...well I wouldn't be writing this and I would be happily with you.I wouldn't be in this abyss of sorrow and sadness.
August 21st, 2012He's avoiding me?Why!I know I flirt with him even though he has a girl.I can't help it!I like him...I had him first so why does she get him now?I cry over someone who doesn't care about mt feelings.It hurts to see him with her.My heart kills me when I see him with her.I can't stand it.Why can't he see the truth within my eyes?Its obviously there.He just refuses to notice it.She follows him like a lost puppy!I just kind of wave and walk away, not trail him like she does.Yet he avoids me like his girl wants.I have a distraction, but only temporarily happy am I.I don't know if there's such a thing as "love" or such a thing as "happy."I just know sorrow and despair.
August 24th, 2012You don't even look at me...You don't talk to me...Thanks...I guess I was never really anything to you.You've broke me to the point of breaking and I can't take the pain anymore.I'll try to forgot you.I'll try to find a new.I can't say that I won't be sad over you; because, I will.I can't say I'll see the light again, and I won't say I'll be happy.Yes I have a distraction, but that doesn't mean I'm over you.You left me alone and now I'm broken.So thank you for being there when you were.Thank you for being the guy I hoped would make me smile.Sadly you'll never hear these thank yous, and you'll never see me smile. But..Thank you for the memories.